Joss...

Joss, good luck, bad luck, life, death, good health, bad health it is all joss, good or bad. To either be lucky in life or unlucky depends on your joss. Or how joss stands with you. It is tied to fate and joss can determine your destiny. Whether you create your own joss or fate decides it for you.

It was joss not coincidence that happened for us to come together, I am hoping that it is fate that has set this trial before us. I miss you and I want you to now that you are not forgotten. You said that with each passing day it would get better and I would miss you less. That has not been the case. I have found that with each day I miss you more and more and my love has not lessened but grown. I see you in everything I do and I can hear your voice in the evenings breeze. This I am feeling is unbearable and I wish it would end.

As I said, it is joss that works this and I hope it changes soon. My life is in twisted agony and my soul swims in a sea of desperation without you. Know that you are always in my thoughts and in my heart.

Later...